Rant

I'm tired of not achieving my potential. I'm so gifted yet my work ethic is questionable. Detectives, now those guys are a hard boiled bunch. It's no wonder hollywood draws on detective stories more than any other subject. Don't quote me on that. The days here are spent watching "murder porn" learning stupid criminal's mistakes and how easy I could catch these assholes. The local police, FBI, and any of these organizations are great and all, but what do we really know about the upper echelon of law enforcement. That fucking blue wall they love. Macho gun toting philosophy mixed with elements of insecurity and stupidity. Not that all cops are this way.... But in groups people are stupid. This philosophy of the blue wall is so ingrained it would take a miracle to penetrate it. In short, the police have the power of life and death. Judging you or I or anyone they see fit. Think it can't happen to you?? If they make a mistake, who really is judging them. Their peers!!! Suspension, leave w/o pay is sometimes all they get for taking a life. In that instant making that choice. What if their wrong?  How would we really know? Why are they literally allowed to get away with murder? Who watches the watchers?Why is racism still so rampant at the LAPD? Why did Christopher Dorner think that rampage was his best option? We are not living in a democracy. We are living in a fascist oligarchy controlled by that infamous 1%.